Friday, September 12, 2008

if u reali know the real defination of frendship u would not have been leaving mi behind and ignoring mi..........
Im sorry for telling her about something that I thought was true.
But guess what arguing the way we did has never solved anything
.All it did is brake the friendship that i thought would last.
I guess I was wrong.
If i could do it over again i would,because i lost you as a friend and yet your still the only thingI care about, even more than that freakin conversation.
Now or friendship is over and I don't think you have any idea on how much pain I'm in,but trust me this isn't what I wanted at all.
I cant help to hear that conversation over and over again.
Especially those hurtful words that say ,thats when a tear falls down my cheek every time. To you all this was just a simple joke, but then there were some parts that weren't.I never though I was gonna say this,but today you walked out of my lifeleaving all memories and the bull crap we had go to waste.
And until this day those words still hurt like a knife.
I keep on thinking how to make this all right,But theres the simple fact that I just can't.
The fact that all this was just a lie. It puts me to wonder and think if our friendship was too.
Your hurtful words will keep me strong,and away from you.
So I wont go insane crying over the fact that we aren't friends.
Its gonna be a while before we both speak again,but until that day comes to me you'll just be a stranger,a person that I have never met before in my life.

THAT DAY IS THE DAY I WILL MAKE YOU TELL THE TRUTH INFRONT OF HIM...

THE CONVERSATION WE HAD LAST YEAR.......
Do you remember the days of are laughter and silliness?Do you remember all the hard times we

went through?And do you still remember me?Your best friend.Or have you left me for the one

who betrays?You leave me in your shadow. It feels safe. But I'm so far from you.I watch you and

hope that it didn't have to be like this.But there it is again another scar to my heart.But can't you

see my hearts already fragile and sore?It hurts just to sit and watch you soar.But why can't you

see what its like to be in your shadow?Why do you ignore me?Am i just another star in the sky

to far away to see?Or am I just another raindrop on your window?Are your tears to good for

me? Is that why your pillow is never soaked unlike mine?Why is it that whenever i think of you

a shiver goes up my spine.What happened to you?Your my best friend.The one i loved.The one

that cared.Did life get in the way?Are you to busy?Is it because your hurting inside?Then why is

that you have time for her but never for me? Am I just a another star in the sky not shining

because I'm to far away to see?Or is it because your just to blind to see the real me?Tell me do

you even know who i am anymore? Or is it just me that notices these things.



DUN EVER GIVE UP YOUR FRENDSHIP FOR YOUR BOYFREND
How can she say that I'm so richeous one day, and call me stuck up the next.How can she say

she loves me today and then hate me tomorrow.Today she tells me he said he likes me, and

tomorrow he's in love with her.How can she say that she would never hurt, and tomorrow do

just that.Yesterday we were friends, today she made me cry.We used to talk all the time, now no

words are spoken.Seeing her used to make me smile, now the sight of her makees me cringe in

anger and disgust.Even yesterday she wasn't a good friend, so why didn't I notice untill today?


she's happy now with her boyfrend..
{plz dun eva give up your frendship fer your boyfriend}