life;full of drama =]

THIS IS A REALI NICE BREAK DOWN POEM BY:

Rebecca Beckham

Tears falling down my cheak,
whats happining to me?
I used to be so strong,
but lately I feel so weak.
all the stress brings me down,
It gives me no choice,
I cant seem to speak my mind,
I just can't find my voice.
more cuts end up on my wrist,
something else I got to hide,
besides the smile I used to have,
but now it's hid behind,
the other part of me,
the person I pretend to be,
so you dont see my tears,
I fight all my fears,
I can't show emotion,
so I store it all inside,
but It builds up,
I breakdown,
I have to cut myself to let it all out.
The pills numb my pain,
puts the stress off to the side,
and when I bleed it all out,
I feel better inside.

life;full of drama =]

i'm left with 3 more papers..

Pure geography,Tamil and sci paper 1..

and i will be DONE with my O-LEVELS...

I did the best i could and i am also hoping for the best..

how i wish everything will be how i wanted to be..

haha..

just being a little self scented for a moment..

=]

As i said," Humans have to learn how to live with reality. "

Life is so unfair..

knowing tha I'M no PPERFECT..

haha..

it hurts..!!

...

why is life only like heaven to those people who dosen't even worth for it..!!

as our elders used to say:

" be who you are ; and you will sure deserve the best "

even though things that i wished for did not turn out to be true..

I'M HAPPI FOR WHO I AM..

A usual 16 yr old gl who will turn 17 on 29th januray2010..

a nomarl human being who feels the pain when got hurt ,feels happy if things turn out to be good.. and will be down if things turned desustrous..

THIS IS ME..!!

Free as the wind that blows through the trees,
Active as the buzzing of the energetic bees,
Wild as the flowers that grow in the field,
But as calm as the deep blue sea

My smile is extra bright,
And the love I give is just right,
I'm so happy about my life,
That my soul just shines,
Even when life begins to taste like a sour lime,

I'm not your average young lady,
Jewels, diamonds, and pearls are things I don't need,
To love, respect and honor is my creed,
So I'll always keep it real,

I am what I am
Youngand Be-you-ti-full,
I do the best I can,
I will never change because I know me just being, is enough,
I can only be me and that's all I will ever strive to be