Thursday, April 26, 2012

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life;full of drama =]
dear best friend.
Honestly you really hurt me in more ways then you think. You know me and the way I am and I thought out of everyone, you would be the one here for me no matter what. You were the last person I expected to leave me when I am at my lowest. Fighting with me when I am already down. I know we only became close again recently but we shared a lot with each other. Late night talks, random moments, just overall fun. I trusted you with my life and everything. I felt like I could say anything to you and you always had the right things to say. I felt I could always come to you when I needed someone to listen and give me advice.

I wish our relationship didnt end this way. You meant so much to me. Put aside all the fighting and issues, i did love you. But life has a way of keeping me unhappy and I guess this is just another challenge coming at me. You are a great guy. Remember that. You really are amazing. and im sorry I couldnt be what you wanted. I didnt want to be such a big disappointment and i honestly didnt want to break your heart. I never expected us to be this way. You were this amazing person that fell into my life and we just got along so well. Then all of a sudden things turned upside down and we both tried so hard to turn it right side up and nothing worked.

I think life has an amazing path for the both of us. Things happen for a reason and this is just another challenge that we failed. But the future is going to be bright for both..