It was like a terrible addiction
I couldn't get enough
A tidal wave of attention
Just swept me up
Why did I like it so much
After it hurt me so bad
I don't know
I will never know
My mismatched feelings of
Love, loss, regret
I became my own nightmare
One I couldn't get past,
One I couldn't forget
You were the monster on my back,
The drug that wouldn't stay away,
But as much as I tried I failed,
It was too hard,
I liked the feeling to much,
I wanted to be wanted
But after it all
I realized what I got,
Heart break