Changing life =.=

life;full of drama =]
In a world filled with changes
each and every day..

I feel I’m being judged
for what I do n say..

I remember back to Barbies
and play days at the park..

When I didn’t worry about
other people’s remarks..

Now lookin in the mirror
I see to my surprise..

A completely different person
staring in my eyes..

The care free little girl
I saw at 4 and 5..

Is now becoming an adult..
Just trying to survive...

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Ok like seriously, things are not like before!
Boyfii is not with me anymore!
Why the fuck must this happen?
I'm forced to make this decision of not talking to her and all.!
But the truth is...
She's happy without me!!
VERY HAPPY With that fuker!
A fuker who doesn't  like us to be togather!
You know i cant just continue my normal routine in life without her a part of it!
Yes!
Ive been through this!
BUt its HELL!
PURE HELL!!
She was with me like through my BEST and WORST times!
She knows me the most!!!
Who can i go and tell it to??
People will spit at my face if i were to tell them that i miss her.
But its not my fault at all!
Not my fault that ive got to miss her soo much! , not my fault that ive to lose a frend like her..
Maybe i shouldnt say FREND! coz she's more than a frend to me ,
or should i say she was more than a frend to me!
Yea I MISS HER LIKE HELL!!!
I SWEAR!!
)':
FUCKED UP LIFE!!

life;full of drama =]